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Thursday, October 30, 2008
happy graduation isaaaaaac ! :D
yayy ! it's isaac grad night ! He's officially out of KAY 2. Well, short post. No mood and late night AND want to read my breaking dawn finish soon. oh damn la, everything i eat, can taste tht damn carrot cake in my mouth. RAAAAAH . :\ everything's going bad for me today, dunno whye . ): tht's why no mood cause at the end of the grad night, something happened ..
was it my damn fault tht i couldn't find you after trying to spot you in the thickening crowd, like twice? I felt like an idoit, just aimlessly walking around, you know? I tried calling both of you, but you din ans. You didn't even bloody care, i guess. i know it was his special time, but you cld have looked out for me you know. I felt so lonely, by myself. I walked walked walked, around the same places i've walked so many times, yet you din see any need to call me. tht's the very reason why i want a sister. not to be the only girl in this family. Like what the hell? Then, you waved at me, i was relieved yet at the same tyme sad. you wna know why? You just ... oh what the hell, why shld give a damn on this ? like heck care right harhs ? everytyme also like this, right? ya, ridiculous to cry. well, i have feelings right? and it happens tht my feelings are much more strongly sensitive ? cannot ah ? rwar, this sucks canxzx ? comparing me to other people, why don't i compare you to other people too? they are so much different than you, they're much more fun, happy, loving. while you all just .. just, (!) oh shit, why shld i actually write this? Does it even make me feel any btr, no !
shit, i gotta go now. late, i wna wake up early to bathe . seeya z(:
peaceeee ; random.
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jeanette
nus arts
psalms 27:4
a lady that is striving to dwell in the house of the Lord
who is learning to see God's greater purpose for her
who wakes up and learns to be thankful for her blessings
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Thursday, October 30, 2008
happy graduation isaaaaaac ! :D
yayy ! it's isaac grad night ! He's officially out of KAY 2. Well, short post. No mood and late night AND want to read my breaking dawn finish soon. oh damn la, everything i eat, can taste tht damn carrot cake in my mouth. RAAAAAH . :\ everything's going bad for me today, dunno whye . ): tht's why no mood cause at the end of the grad night, something happened ..
was it my damn fault tht i couldn't find you after trying to spot you in the thickening crowd, like twice? I felt like an idoit, just aimlessly walking around, you know? I tried calling both of you, but you din ans. You didn't even bloody care, i guess. i know it was his special time, but you cld have looked out for me you know. I felt so lonely, by myself. I walked walked walked, around the same places i've walked so many times, yet you din see any need to call me. tht's the very reason why i want a sister. not to be the only girl in this family. Like what the hell? Then, you waved at me, i was relieved yet at the same tyme sad. you wna know why? You just ... oh what the hell, why shld give a damn on this ? like heck care right harhs ? everytyme also like this, right? ya, ridiculous to cry. well, i have feelings right? and it happens tht my feelings are much more strongly sensitive ? cannot ah ? rwar, this sucks canxzx ? comparing me to other people, why don't i compare you to other people too? they are so much different than you, they're much more fun, happy, loving. while you all just .. just, (!) oh shit, why shld i actually write this? Does it even make me feel any btr, no !
shit, i gotta go now. late, i wna wake up early to bathe . seeya z(:
peaceeee ; random.
happy graduation isaaaaaac !