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♥ Saturday, December 13, 2008
7:59 PM

Sometimes, i think they don't understand who i am anymore.

Today was mostly spent by eating, watching tv, and sleeping throughout the entire afternoon. Yes, call me a couch potato, whatever. While i was tossing and turning on the sofa, i had forgotten to switch off the radio. Then, it was around six wen i woke up to the song of superhuman by Chris Brown and Keri Hilson. I realised it was the song request programme and that time and i wanted to dedicate a song to a special someone who comforted me last night. While i waited and waited patiently for the song to play, i prayed. Yet after a full one hour, nothing. I at first thought that i had text the wrong number or the song wasn't the 'right' type to play in such a pop-ish radio station. I checked the number and it was correct so that crosses the first doubt out. Now the second one could be the reason, sigh. Can't the DJ make just a tiny exception? Well, think not. So, after that long hour, i gave up and disappointedly switched it off. It's like these pop songs don't mean a thing to me anymore.

So, today was rather boring and dull. i as stuck at home with my dad and my maid. Last night was really such a... such a heartbreaking night. I guess you can say that. Time after time, they made me cry for everything they say about what i do in church. Once, there was this time that my mum said something unbelivably painful to my heart. What can i do, to make them see that there is a God that can do everything for them? That can if, they accept Him, spent the eternity in His paradise. Now, time has past so fast, i'm afraid i don't have enough time.

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