Do you actually cry and let self-pity overcome you?
Or.
Do you let your dignity vanish,
so all you can do,
is to seek help from the creator.
Build faith upon HIM, not on created things.
What will you really do when all things come down on you? What will i do? Sometimes, i feel so surrounded, yet so alone. Cus there's that God-shaped hole, that no one can fill. Only the creator Himself. Most people probably are still so unaware of God, that none can ever fill that vacuum inside of them. Why? Why doesn't Street-E work? Why is that that the barrier between them and God never break apart? Why do we still pray endlessly every night just to pray for revival in families, schools etc. Why?
Why aren't our prayers answered?
This questions bubble my head till the brim. I dont understand why God hasn't answered our prayers. We all go to church, we evangelise people, we even read the bible quite oftenly. So why isn't that those prayers and needs that is so important to us, aren't answered? I've always thought that maybe after prayer, i done something against God that made my prayer that was going up to come down. I'm not sure. I'm not sure how we must always wait. Why isn't God worried about us? Why isn't he answering ask quick enough? There's so many other questions. So many i stumble upon. Once, i nearly couldn't understand why God was like that to us, that i nearly fell astray to all the worldly surroundings, but is then i only knew, i had to have faith.
We needed to wait upon God, no matter what. Have a strong faith and spirit. There will always be times, that you will weary and challenged till the brim, but that is what God has put for you.
HE KNOWS, that you will be able to pull through, HE KNOWS, that's why he has placed that challenge for you to battle. HE KNOWS, that all He gives has a GOOD PURPOSE.
And yes, no matter what,
Jesus. "Just us."